The week is almost finished, and I feel my self almost dead.
But I’m not going to write about it. The topic of this post is – my thoughts (as usual evening)
Why really often people do not achieve what they want? I asked my self some days ago.
Well there are lots of reasons, but I found one for my self – it’s our fears. Sometimes even if I want something so much I stop because I see impossible difficulties, or I just think they are impossible. Well this reason had stopped me from doing a lot of cool things last two years that I spend in AIESEC, but after becoming LCP I started to feel that I’m loosing this because I simply don’t have a time to think and evaluate each step I’m taking. Its looks like u are standing on running road and u can just keep going and never give up. Something similar is happening to me right now and the “running road” for me is my members, when I see them, speak to them it’s becoming enough to say to my self I CAN even I really disappointed about some work. Is it mean that I’ve finally found the motivation for this term??? Or I just don’t want to loose?? Or I’m afraid to be the worst LCP?? Or as usual I want to be perfect in every thing I do?? What????