The week is almost finished, and I feel my self almost dead.
But I’m not going to write about it. The topic of this post is – my thoughts (as usual evening)
Why really often people do not achieve what they want? I asked my self some days ago.
Well there are lots of reasons, but I found one for my self – it’s our fears. Sometimes even if I want something so much I stop because I see impossible difficulties, or I just think they are impossible. Well this reason had stopped me from doing a lot of cool things last two years that I spend in AIESEC, but after becoming LCP I started to feel that I’m loosing this because I simply don’t have a time to think and evaluate each step I’m taking. Its looks like u are standing on running road and u can just keep going and never give up. Something similar is happening to me right now and the “running road” for me is my members, when I see them, speak to them it’s becoming enough to say to my self I CAN even I really disappointed about some work. Is it mean that I’ve finally found the motivation for this term??? Or I just don’t want to loose?? Or I’m afraid to be the worst LCP?? Or as usual I want to be perfect in every thing I do?? What????

Evening thoughts

After the theatre
Well, I like going to the theatre… This time it was casual as my sister had two tickets (for her and her boyfriend), any way he couldn’t go, so I use this opportunity. The performance was amazing, I enjoy every minute staying there. It was musical comedy, I don’t remember the name, but it’s not so important.
While the performance, I was thinking what will I miss from Ukraine if I go somewhere to totally different country. I came up with lot’s of things, sure theatre is included there. The other thing is Ukrainian music (my close friends can tell what I like the most) – yes, I love Ukrainian traditional songs, I love Kolomyjky, I believe my wedding will be with lot’s of that kind of music :)
Backing to the performance - the story was happening in Italy. While watching I remind Masha spiting to other people on IC, as in this story is shown when people cannot find the compromise, or just spoiling they spiting all the time. Ha – ha Masha, u truly Italian:)
So, happy and motivated ready to start next week of work

про людей

От міркую, що керує людьми, які думають тільки про вигоду для себе? Коли в когось щось виходить, в кращому випадку вони критикують, а в гіршому ще й обурюються, як так вийшло.
Хіба так добре жити?? Хіба такі люди, вміють цінувати справді життя???
І чи багато таких людей в АЙСИКу??? хм.. ну декількох навіть сама знаю, сподіваюся... що так воно і є, і таких людей дійсно мало, бо інакше в мене складається враження, що ми не лідерів майбутнього виховуєм, а якихось "монстрів"!!!
а ще чи мають такі люди друзів??? Якщо мають, то яких?? собі подібних?? чи просто бідолах, яких вони використовують поки ті навіть не підозрюють цього....
Знаю точно, що з такими людьми мені не по дорозі, і мені не те що працювати, а й говорити з ними важко....
От такі то в мене думки, в останній день вихідних.........