about 2006 - part III

I think this part will be the biggest one, as here I'm going to describe the most incredible XP I got this year - my EB XP.....

Everything started from Spring LCC... i didn't expect to go but Ryzha as always changed my mind. The Conference like the conference - Lot's of motivation... Lot's of @ dances as there where soooo cold..... finally Saturday evening, elections of LCP and EB 2006-2007. I was shocked!!!!! First, that Yura - who came with me to @ applied for VP PD, second he was elected (Hm great job Yura), thirds Chopej applied for VP ER and I thought VP X. The finnal situation was following Yulya Khruslova - LCP, Yura Gavrylyuk - VP PD, Vitya Chopej - VP ER, Natalya Scheglova - VP PR and Brending....... Another shock that the most important direction stayed with out VP. (It was the first time when in my mind I was thinking about this position as something real). Then i asked Yulya what is going to be with X and she said :"we ganna open position for X coordinator"

The application form was opened. i was thinking for a week... I was thinking about my results in this organization and I realized that I don't have so many of them .. i raised just two TNs. I don't know will I'll be able to finish my PBoX, i made not so many meetings .... and what I'm telling I just started to work month ago.
I deleted application from my computer.... and was watching TV.. suddenly Zhenya called to me.. we where speaking for 1 hour.... She said one really important thing - U want results???? apply, work and make them. the most important thing is not about results that are already achieved but it's about Passion, hard working, and results that can be achieved!!!!!!!! That evening i spoke to 5 or 6 people whom i believed ........ so next day I filled the application .... it was hard some questions I even didn't understand.... also i didn't have Internet at home.... (those things weren't on my side)
Then interview.... I remember just one question I was asked.. U know we have 2 candidates for this position, tell as why u are better choice (to be frank i didn't believe at that moment that somebody applied for it too.... but when I got out the office i saw Rusya standing near the stairs.. Ow God he was that second..... ) I realized that i have no chance, Rusya is more experienced and know more then me.

Mon, 17 Apr 2006 22:21:21 +0300

[lc-franik] Coordinators RESULTS!!!!!! the massage on LC -Franik (I was sitting near the computer and looking to the display.... open or not... In my mind different pictures where running all the time...) I was so scare... and funny thing that I don't remember what I was afraid more to be elected or to be not...." In any case this massage is going to change my @ life" - I thought.)

Dear @ Franik,
pls WELCOME
new Coordinators 06/07
so..........
Here are people who will work for you with passion & all their heart
People who will make our lovely LC even more better
................they are..................
LC IS Coordinator - Bachynska Khrystyna-Mariya
LC X Coordinator - Mykhailyuk Tetyana
LC X Delivery Coordinator - Rusyn Oleg
Urrrrrrrrraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!
1000s of CONGRATULATIONS!!!!!!!!!
GOOD LUCK, GUYS!!!!!

Something New has started at that moment.....

Ten day to my first conference....... SprinCo..... guys for that 10 day I learned more than last months... Identity, @ XP .... so simple things now and so difficult and not understandable that time.... I joined different X communities.. to be always in a right direction.. I read dozens documents about X.....I was studying and It's for sure wasn't so easy for me..

SprinCO...... I remember just awful fillings on our way to the Berdik.... my new team or better say some members of EB didn't like me, I felt that I'm still a stranger in this group of people.. they have their own "prikolu", they spend so many days together... Sometimes i wanted to cry.....

In a train we had wonderful session from Kiyashko about Balance Score Card, product leadership.... I felt that for me it's easier to understand it (then to other EB members) cause , I don't know how it was previous year, for me everything were just new and for them different..

We came to Berdik..... wow!!! what a beautiful city!! One more time i wanted to cry .......when Vitya ignored me all the time when i wanted to take some pics :) (at the end of the conference we made the ppt about Franik EB it was so pity when everybody had 4 or 5 pics and me and Christya had just 2, we couldn't choose which one we want to put on ppt as we had just 3 or 4 from all the conference). I know it's not so important thing in working but still for me at that time the support from my team was extremely needed but i didn't get it...

The conference was really great, I got the most important - motivation, I met so many new people, learned so many new things...... first time I started to search for the answers insight me.... I understood that I don't want to work with such a team... so the best way is stop complain and try to change it:)... first I tried to speak to Khristya (before that I couldn't imagine that we can talk as we completely different people), word after word.... She IS SO COOL GIRL!!!!!! How could I think that she is boring.... Ow Khristya thank u so much for those evenings in our room:)

Conference song - Roxette - How_Do_You_Do!!? - even now when I tired but still have a lot of work or when I feel bad I listen this song.....

Ow one more thing ..... as i wrote on WinCo I thought i don't need to know those people - new MC, and on SprinCo i was sorry for that...... U never now what is going to happen next.....

Next month I was busy with my project and X process in my LC, hmm also EB started our beautiful planing according to Balance Score Card....

Well..... I'm not going to tell everything I was doing .....or speak about every event... that i visited as it ganna be the longest post ever.... I just wanna share ...things that i will never forget...

next I'm going to say a BIG Thanks to Vitya:) for keeping me all the time growing... Maybe it's strange to hear but this person motivated me the most.... and u know why??? Because first 2-3 months I felt that he doesn't like me.. he doesn't believe that i can make anything in this position cause i'm too young in @.... all those things made me stronger and gave me a power to work..... :)

to be continued.... (read next posts)