The week is almost finished, and I feel my self almost dead.
But I’m not going to write about it. The topic of this post is – my thoughts (as usual evening)
Why really often people do not achieve what they want? I asked my self some days ago.
Well there are lots of reasons, but I found one for my self – it’s our fears. Sometimes even if I want something so much I stop because I see impossible difficulties, or I just think they are impossible. Well this reason had stopped me from doing a lot of cool things last two years that I spend in AIESEC, but after becoming LCP I started to feel that I’m loosing this because I simply don’t have a time to think and evaluate each step I’m taking. Its looks like u are standing on running road and u can just keep going and never give up. Something similar is happening to me right now and the “running road” for me is my members, when I see them, speak to them it’s becoming enough to say to my self I CAN even I really disappointed about some work. Is it mean that I’ve finally found the motivation for this term??? Or I just don’t want to loose?? Or I’m afraid to be the worst LCP?? Or as usual I want to be perfect in every thing I do?? What????
Sunday, September 9, 2007
Evening thoughts
After the theatre
Well, I like going to the theatre… This time it was casual as my sister had two tickets (for her and her boyfriend), any way he couldn’t go, so I use this opportunity. The performance was amazing, I enjoy every minute staying there. It was musical comedy, I don’t remember the name, but it’s not so important.
While the performance, I was thinking what will I miss from Ukraine if I go somewhere to totally different country. I came up with lot’s of things, sure theatre is included there. The other thing is Ukrainian music (my close friends can tell what I like the most) – yes, I love Ukrainian traditional songs, I love Kolomyjky, I believe my wedding will be with lot’s of that kind of music :)
Backing to the performance - the story was happening in Italy. While watching I remind Masha spiting to other people on IC, as in this story is shown when people cannot find the compromise, or just spoiling they spiting all the time. Ha – ha Masha, u truly Italian:)
So, happy and motivated ready to start next week of work
Well, I like going to the theatre… This time it was casual as my sister had two tickets (for her and her boyfriend), any way he couldn’t go, so I use this opportunity. The performance was amazing, I enjoy every minute staying there. It was musical comedy, I don’t remember the name, but it’s not so important.
While the performance, I was thinking what will I miss from Ukraine if I go somewhere to totally different country. I came up with lot’s of things, sure theatre is included there. The other thing is Ukrainian music (my close friends can tell what I like the most) – yes, I love Ukrainian traditional songs, I love Kolomyjky, I believe my wedding will be with lot’s of that kind of music :)
Backing to the performance - the story was happening in Italy. While watching I remind Masha spiting to other people on IC, as in this story is shown when people cannot find the compromise, or just spoiling they spiting all the time. Ha – ha Masha, u truly Italian:)
So, happy and motivated ready to start next week of work
Saturday, September 1, 2007
про людей
От міркую, що керує людьми, які думають тільки про вигоду для себе? Коли в когось щось виходить, в кращому випадку вони критикують, а в гіршому ще й обурюються, як так вийшло.
Хіба так добре жити?? Хіба такі люди, вміють цінувати справді життя???
І чи багато таких людей в АЙСИКу??? хм.. ну декількох навіть сама знаю, сподіваюся... що так воно і є, і таких людей дійсно мало, бо інакше в мене складається враження, що ми не лідерів майбутнього виховуєм, а якихось "монстрів"!!!
а ще чи мають такі люди друзів??? Якщо мають, то яких?? собі подібних?? чи просто бідолах, яких вони використовують поки ті навіть не підозрюють цього....
Знаю точно, що з такими людьми мені не по дорозі, і мені не те що працювати, а й говорити з ними важко....
От такі то в мене думки, в останній день вихідних.........
Хіба так добре жити?? Хіба такі люди, вміють цінувати справді життя???
І чи багато таких людей в АЙСИКу??? хм.. ну декількох навіть сама знаю, сподіваюся... що так воно і є, і таких людей дійсно мало, бо інакше в мене складається враження, що ми не лідерів майбутнього виховуєм, а якихось "монстрів"!!!
а ще чи мають такі люди друзів??? Якщо мають, то яких?? собі подібних?? чи просто бідолах, яких вони використовують поки ті навіть не підозрюють цього....
Знаю точно, що з такими людьми мені не по дорозі, і мені не те що працювати, а й говорити з ними важко....
От такі то в мене думки, в останній день вихідних.........
Tuesday, August 28, 2007
my age
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Monday, August 27, 2007
IC life....or teach me how to sleep 3 hours per day
Well I understand that I haven't written for long time here.. not because i didn't have something to say, I just didn't feel i want.
Right now I'm sitting in Baryga's room along thinking about my life (some kind of reflection) and finally have a strong wish to post something.... Hm however I don't know what... so many things has happened here.
but lets try from the beginning.....
Well the first really awesome emotions I expressed were meeting with Mashenka and UA girls (Svetulya and Innok). I really missed them ... of course Masha the most (Masha how about u???).
Second one about diversity in which I'm living now... 100 countries... 670 delegates.... Wow!! Can u imagine where else U can meet such a number of people????? Well In the next IC (think about it - my EB, LC - there are lots of opportunities to go to Brazil - START TO THINK ABOUT THEM TODAY!!!!)
Thirds one to feel that u are part of something really big and needed.
And now about second part of post. Some days ago (I'm totally lost in counting dates and days here) we had developing leaders day, - which was organized by Caldbury Schweppes and ABN Amro. And we were making the Belbin test, - well I was not surprised that my role is resource investigator (people oriented role), and even was not thinking about it.. but.. on Musha's blog I read some thoughts about it....So what came to my mind:
Being people oriented does it mean that I'm not focusing on results and achievements??? Is it really about me that i cannot finish what I start??? I know for sure that it happened to me really often in high school, but since I'm in AIESEC was focusing a lot in changing my self. And u know what I feel, - that some how I becoming more closed to people around me ... (maybe it's just my feeling), and it makes me sad caz must probably if u developing some characteristics u loose other ones. .....
Right now I'm sitting in Baryga's room along thinking about my life (some kind of reflection) and finally have a strong wish to post something.... Hm however I don't know what... so many things has happened here.
but lets try from the beginning.....
Well the first really awesome emotions I expressed were meeting with Mashenka and UA girls (Svetulya and Innok). I really missed them ... of course Masha the most (Masha how about u???).
Second one about diversity in which I'm living now... 100 countries... 670 delegates.... Wow!! Can u imagine where else U can meet such a number of people????? Well In the next IC (think about it - my EB, LC - there are lots of opportunities to go to Brazil - START TO THINK ABOUT THEM TODAY!!!!)
Thirds one to feel that u are part of something really big and needed.
And now about second part of post. Some days ago (I'm totally lost in counting dates and days here) we had developing leaders day, - which was organized by Caldbury Schweppes and ABN Amro. And we were making the Belbin test, - well I was not surprised that my role is resource investigator (people oriented role), and even was not thinking about it.. but.. on Musha's blog I read some thoughts about it....So what came to my mind:
Being people oriented does it mean that I'm not focusing on results and achievements??? Is it really about me that i cannot finish what I start??? I know for sure that it happened to me really often in high school, but since I'm in AIESEC was focusing a lot in changing my self. And u know what I feel, - that some how I becoming more closed to people around me ... (maybe it's just my feeling), and it makes me sad caz must probably if u developing some characteristics u loose other ones. .....
Friday, August 10, 2007
Thursday, August 9, 2007
Moscow
6th of August Moscow
Yesterday was completely good day, I enjoyed it really mach.
Firstly me and Lara went to the Kievskaya railway station to change grivnas as no where in the city is possible to do (Quite strange for me). The station is big and not structured; U can easily lost, as inscriptions are really small. Second thing I dislike it’s a lot of people that try to sale u something, also I’ve seen a lot of Asia people, they where dirty and some of them drunk (still we will need to visit this place once againL) – but it was the only one not comfortable thing about yesterday.
While passing underground Passage between the lines I heard beautiful music, some man played on violin, I really love it in subways, the acoustic is really good and u can hear the melody even near the trains. I don’t remember the song but for sure it was on of my favorite as I was almost flying listening to it. I felt my self truly happy being here.
Then we met with other facies that ware still in Moscow (me, Lara, Bashya, Riza, Aigul and Marina). And our tour started.
We started from Peace prospect and were going down the street to Kremlin. Almost all street was under contraction, a lot of workers, all buildings are covered, but in Ukraine if even they cover the building it just about passers-by safety, they don’t care about beauty. Here is buildings are covered everywhere where is repairing going and it looks really good.
Than we came to Kremlin and spend there a lot of time, just walking around the Red squire. Unfortunately we didn’t visit Lenin mavzoley as it was closed. But we’ve been to the Cathedral of St. Basil the Blessed, I felt in love with the architecture of it. I recognize that u don’t get tired of watching on that beautiful church.
Generally inside the square it’s looks like in some tails: the red buildings, cathedral, park, everything so beautiful and clean, a lot of flowers and even much more tourists.
Then we’ve been to the park, the grass is really comfortable to sit, a lot’s of flowers everywhere, also there was a lake on which we could see different tail’s heroes. – I loved the park – it remained me parks from American movies. After we visited the Cathedral of Christ the Savior, it situated near the river Moscow also there is a bridge for pedestrians, from where u can see Kremlin and some other architectural buildings.
The last thing from our tour was Old Arbat street. Generally It’s something like Stometrivka in Franik, but much more bigger with souvenirs shops everywhere, with lots of people. There I liked the most different painting pictures and bought some souvenirs but the prices are really high, so can’t offer for my self muchL.
AT HOME:
We (me, Lara and Riza) back home really tired, I couldn’t walk after such a trip the same as others.
And than was one of the best evenings in Moscow, firstly we were speaking with Vera – the intern from Slovakia (she lives with us), than I was just speaking with Lara, so good to share stories, problems, dreams, - thank u Larusha for great evening talks I enjoyed it really much – suddenly at that moment I truly understood that I have vacation, and I’m resting!!!!! My phone is blocked so I cannot call or write sms, I don’t have internet access so I don’t know what is happening in LC, - and I realize that it really good as if I have a chance to call or to write something I would do it – but what the reason for it?? Just spend my money?? As still I’m in Moscow and will not back anthill Friday. So it was just needed rest for me before backing home, when u don’t think about ur problems, what u need to do when came back home, just caching all good memories, laughing from fanny staff.
One more special thing, when we were sitting on a kitchen with Lara, Riza came to us, - he came to say Good-bye, as they were leaving in the morning. It was so special words, I thought he will cry, Riza is that kind of man that every women is dreaming about, - kind, friendly, fanny, thankful, thank u my dear friend, my doors are always opened for u.
Yesterday was completely good day, I enjoyed it really mach.
Firstly me and Lara went to the Kievskaya railway station to change grivnas as no where in the city is possible to do (Quite strange for me). The station is big and not structured; U can easily lost, as inscriptions are really small. Second thing I dislike it’s a lot of people that try to sale u something, also I’ve seen a lot of Asia people, they where dirty and some of them drunk (still we will need to visit this place once againL) – but it was the only one not comfortable thing about yesterday.
While passing underground Passage between the lines I heard beautiful music, some man played on violin, I really love it in subways, the acoustic is really good and u can hear the melody even near the trains. I don’t remember the song but for sure it was on of my favorite as I was almost flying listening to it. I felt my self truly happy being here.
Then we met with other facies that ware still in Moscow (me, Lara, Bashya, Riza, Aigul and Marina). And our tour started.
We started from Peace prospect and were going down the street to Kremlin. Almost all street was under contraction, a lot of workers, all buildings are covered, but in Ukraine if even they cover the building it just about passers-by safety, they don’t care about beauty. Here is buildings are covered everywhere where is repairing going and it looks really good.
Than we came to Kremlin and spend there a lot of time, just walking around the Red squire. Unfortunately we didn’t visit Lenin mavzoley as it was closed. But we’ve been to the Cathedral of St. Basil the Blessed, I felt in love with the architecture of it. I recognize that u don’t get tired of watching on that beautiful church.
Generally inside the square it’s looks like in some tails: the red buildings, cathedral, park, everything so beautiful and clean, a lot of flowers and even much more tourists.
Then we’ve been to the park, the grass is really comfortable to sit, a lot’s of flowers everywhere, also there was a lake on which we could see different tail’s heroes. – I loved the park – it remained me parks from American movies. After we visited the Cathedral of Christ the Savior, it situated near the river Moscow also there is a bridge for pedestrians, from where u can see Kremlin and some other architectural buildings.
The last thing from our tour was Old Arbat street. Generally It’s something like Stometrivka in Franik, but much more bigger with souvenirs shops everywhere, with lots of people. There I liked the most different painting pictures and bought some souvenirs but the prices are really high, so can’t offer for my self muchL.
AT HOME:
We (me, Lara and Riza) back home really tired, I couldn’t walk after such a trip the same as others.
And than was one of the best evenings in Moscow, firstly we were speaking with Vera – the intern from Slovakia (she lives with us), than I was just speaking with Lara, so good to share stories, problems, dreams, - thank u Larusha for great evening talks I enjoyed it really much – suddenly at that moment I truly understood that I have vacation, and I’m resting!!!!! My phone is blocked so I cannot call or write sms, I don’t have internet access so I don’t know what is happening in LC, - and I realize that it really good as if I have a chance to call or to write something I would do it – but what the reason for it?? Just spend my money?? As still I’m in Moscow and will not back anthill Friday. So it was just needed rest for me before backing home, when u don’t think about ur problems, what u need to do when came back home, just caching all good memories, laughing from fanny staff.
One more special thing, when we were sitting on a kitchen with Lara, Riza came to us, - he came to say Good-bye, as they were leaving in the morning. It was so special words, I thought he will cry, Riza is that kind of man that every women is dreaming about, - kind, friendly, fanny, thankful, thank u my dear friend, my doors are always opened for u.
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