Boundaries in our life's

Have you asked your self what is your boundary?

I was born in a village of around 300 people, I was going to school situated at the really end of the village, where amazing view of the river, fields and forest could be observed. I thought the boundary is there, where the forest and river ends. Then I got to learn in the school that rivers connects to bigger rivers, those to seas... I dreamed to see the sea, to find the boundary of the world, once I saw but people told me, there is another country on that side of the sea, so the boundary is there?
being a child I was searching the boundary of our planet... Growing up I started to search the boundary of my possibilities, starting new and new things, learning every day something new, I still keep in doing this.

And yes, I do have just one wish for my self, never find a boundary for my growth!!

One Sunday day

Today was a good day!
I woke up quite late, the sun was shining so brightly in the room , that it was hard to sleep more. I took good Lipton tea, checked the mail boxes and went to take a shaver.
After words had some breakfast and realize that Ukraine as other 100 countries changed the time, so it was already mid day. I spend couple of hours for me, making manicure/pedicure etc, while doing those procedures I was thinking, actually it was really random thoughts, but I've understood something really important from that.
I've realized that I'm free, thing which was keeping me all the time stressed is almost over, - this is about my studying. My university is almost over, just to write diploma work, - on the topic I like and on the bases of organization I'm so passionate about - AIESEC. So, the end, On Friday I've passed last exam... and.. hmm I got strange feeling that I'll miss those crazy days of studying even i cannot tell it was so much impact full on me. It just about the atmosphere of being student, of having this crazy, relax life. In couple month I'll become graduate, which means I am really smart :)) But actually am I? I know a lot of things, a lot of subjects, but mostly I've learned this from books or AIESEC seminars, not from university teachers. So probably my diploma is not so important to me as my parents think it is. Those thoughts and couple other made me realize that I would like to study once again but in some European University or American, who knows maybe its my next step after AIESEC.
Other conclusion which made me happy about today, I again have more time for myself. I've started my running exercises couple days ago, so today I was able to run a bit more then previous time and still was not dieing, which is really good. If I can keep promises to myself, I'm going to do those exercises every day at least for next 2 weeks. Will see..
The 3rd thing, I've started to read a book "The future of Competition" by C.K. Prahalad, It's really interesting and cheap so I would recommend you to read this book, it gives even more understanding of why AIESEC is really cool organization, ans we should be proud to be part of it. But all conclusions from it in next posts.

Positiveness

What is being positive?

Positive thinking means different things to different people. However, generally it is about facing up to the situation, and finding ways of coping with it. People do this in many ways. What works for one person may not work for another.

When you talk to people with cancer, even the most positive of them will admit to low times when they felt depressed and anxious. No one can be positive 100% of the time. It’s important that you don’t feel that you must always stay on top of things. Being positive doesn’t mean having to feel happy and cheerful all the time. It’s a positive thing to acknowledge and talk about your feelings – even when you’re feeling tired, worried, depressed or angry.

Why Think Positively?

All of our feelings, beliefs and knowledge are based on our internal thoughts, both conscious and subconscious. We are in control, whether we know it or not.We can be positive or negative, enthusiastic or dull, active or passive.

The biggest difference between people is their attitudes. For some, learning is enjoyable and exciting. For others, learning is a drudgery. For many, learning is just okay, something required on the road to a job.

"Most folks are about as happy as they
make up their minds to be."

I choose to be positive :)))

from Rainbow to rainbow

Happiness, people I love, smiles, kisses, hugs, dances, new people, girls, special people, again friends, frustration, AHA!!!, new friends, happiness for others achievements, discovery, talks, evening talks, night talks, jokes, laughing, connection, feedbacks, AHA!!!, thanks, sugars, tears, kiss, hugs, song, rainbow, train, dreams, morning, home J)) - its all about last week


I was walking to the venue, Monday morning, going through the bridge I saw a rainbow, - so colourful and bright, - I was looking on it, until it gone, and thought this conference will be so colourful like a rainbow. - It where my conference started for me.

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We where laying on the floor on each other, creating semi circle with our bodies and listening to the lyrics - "under the rainbow..." I was looking at the flipchart I created at the first day of the conference, called facebook page, - and tears were running through my face, It was so colourful like a rainbow. - it how my conference finished.

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3 things I will remember:

1. Kevin's Angels, and that second evening with candles;
2. Talks with Betty and her approach to people;
3. Things I haven't done;

People I'm thankful to:

Zhenya, - for knowing what I need at any point of time;
Betty, - for talks, friendship, approach to work with people and good memory on names :)
Anula, - for laughing, hugs, honesty and building the friendship;
Kevin, - for giving thoughts for my head, smile, sugar, just for being special;
Eva, - for connection and work;
Katya, - for saying: "I love you so much" for being my friend, for conversations that matter;
Star and Liya - for watching your growth, observations and enjoyment;
kevin's angels - for being there together :)
keep searching for soiled ground.....

This week I have understood couple things about my self:

1. I work really effectively when I’m pensioned about my work;
2. I work productively when I don’t afraid of doing it;
3. I enjoy Event management mach more than Project Management;
4. I truly love History!!!
5. I’m sad that really soon I’ll go from LC;
6. There are some opportunities that are missed for my already, wish other people to take them;
7. I feel good making presents to my friends:)

My friends___Before New Year

One year ago I started from post on my blog about 2006. The time is passing really quickly and 2007 is almost finished J I must confess I don’t feel like New Year or Christmas are coming, it’s like you have some random holidays but nothing special. I started to listen to Christmas songs, tomorrow planning to by Christmas tree and finally clean my room, maybe Christmas mood will come to me???
In such moments you become to value friends the most, even if u are staying in home country it can be heard, You have people with whom you feel ok, with whom you work perfectly but there some people whom you love so much, with whom you have so much good memories, with whom you would love to sit in one sofa and share what was happening during this year and new Year and Christmas is exactly that right time, but you also understand that half of you best friends are somewhere in the world…Yehhh I miss my Legenka, Khruslyachok, Mashul’ka, my Canadian family:), Theresa and Ross, I miss Greg , my lovely favorite intern Garnik, and many many more good people.
My dear friends I wish you love and smiles, I wish you luck and happiness, I wish you to have best people around you to support, to believe in you, to be happy of you :)
Happy that I have people I can miss; it means I found real friends :)

While my crazy work last two weeks I finally cut some time for my self....
My term is starting soon, what do I feel? I've asked my self this question many times....so what do I feel? Energy, power to change everything I want, a big responsibility to keep my lC growing, happiness to work with new teams, but all those things is more about organization and work..... What about personal, what do I want to change insight me? What to achieve?
I took a paper and wrote things that must happen this year to make me say that I achieved my personal goals, heh... I want sooooo much.... also I need strong mentor to help me put all those "dreams" into actions caz I'm really scare that at the end they will be still my dreams......
I also found some characteristics that I want to change in my behavior, character..Hm huge job is waiting for me this year... motivated to start it soon :)